Candies in a dish shaped like a leaf. Caramels with creamed sugar in the center, the kind somebody continues to make today, though not sold at every counter. One in the mouth would declare Sunday night, and each week when we had gone as a family to share dinner with my grandparents. Me. Brother, three […]
Trust In my first weeks of motherhood –a butchered belly busy reassembling its hip-wide slice,drenched in the effluvia of two,heavy, wet breasts needed and kneaded and needed,sullen, sleepless, alone with this vague, clinging little life,this six then eight then ten pound parasite,too heavy for my ruined body to lift –I was told to trust my
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“What do you think of this painting by Manet?” I’m studying vibrant green stems visible through a cylindrical glass vase filled with luminous water. The stems are surmounted by a colorful bouquet of varying blooms on an almost grey background of oil paint tinted with lavender. The water seems to reflect an imagined late afternoon
Your Wolf Heart ~after a line in Jack Gilbert’s “How to Love the Dead” The teeth bow out like waves hitting the shore.I have an inside voice, tongueless and mute.A wildflower forest : A century of weeds.When we had no money, we broke the bank my momhad given me and ate tacos for a week.
He has never-met a bad-Sofia. Do you-want-children? What would you-name-your-daughter? She has known him for five minutes, maybe ten. Sofia, he-thinks. Sofia is a-lovely, lyrical name. Sasha can’t pronounce his name so she calls him you. In fact, she can’t even remember what he told her his name is to begin with. Her lipstick has
A montage of maple, sassafras, birch, and beech trees. Leafywaves, ridges, saws, hand and mitten patterns cling to branches by thin support.Tulip tree petals, fluorescent orange and yellow, form ranksalong the path sun creeps like wisteria along the trail. A riderpushes down the pedals of her scratched mountain bike.With rain and change of seasons, a
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Van Gogh tried killing himself, but people still talk more about his severed fucking ear. He also headed South of France, someplace I’d like to go. Maybe not to get somewhere or get away from someplace. Like point A to point B. I’ve never been on one side or the other, more or less in
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“The Bark of a Tree Was Once Gentle in the Mouth” During war, famine spoilsthe tongue–burdens it withfiery curses. Now the palate is marred. The bark of a tree was once gentlein the mouth. Now miswak deafens what it ismeant to clean. Teeth cannot hearTheir porcelain ears shatter The cavern above cracked gums growsThe mind,
JACK: Our fight will fade, yours will too. There’s no stoppage to the stoppage of allthings, all evil will cease with time, so what’s the point? The sun will rise on the day we chooseto die, it’ll set too unaware of the significance of the day. The sun will rise one day to find thatit’s
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I lung for that pollen sneezin’, sticky car seatin’, Atlanta heat, but it ain’t enough I’m tryin to return to the black I was always supposed to be before the belly of history regurgitated me I want that same wavy sun over the equator of Africa Ugandan, Kenyan, Somalian, I want to be black mixed
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